well the holidays are almost over and i have done a grand total of...nothing. well, actually, the hols have been quite full but it just SEEMS like i'm doing nothing when i'm just staring at this computer screen right now. i mean, i'm going out tonight...to a fancy dress party no less, but it doesn't feel like i should be. i feel quite isolated actually, and as strange as it seems i'm looking forward to going back to school cos at least i'll be occupied (though naturally once i'm back i'll pray for more holidays). speaking of school, it's quite terrifying that i'll be leaving forever in six weeks. six weeks and seven years of being at that pla